Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Molly telling the truth ! ? (My version)

To Daisy:

It has been quite a long time since our escape from the Moor River Native Settlement. But it seems like just happen only. I always keep on thinking about it. I just wonder how I can make such a brave decision to escape from the settlement. Every time, I kept on praying that someone will come to rescue us from this hell like place. Sadly, nothing happens. I don’t know why, suddenly the idea to escape from the settlement started to appear on my mind. I just wanted bring you and Gracie to run out from that place with my own effort. Until now, I still search the reason for me to have such an impracticable idea .May be because of my instinct as older sister. Actually I not confirmed whether there will be raining on the day we start to escape from the settlement. I just guessed and luckily rain fall. If the rain didn’t fell, I think I can’t make you and Gracie home. Along the way back to the home, I was so worried about you and Gracie because for me you two are too small to face all these obstacles. But you two performed well. The only person that didn’t carried out his duties well is me. I failed to bring Gracie home. I regretted I didn’t force Gracie to follow us but let she went to railway station alone. As what I guessed, Gracie was caught by the white again. I always blamed myself since the incident until now. My heart never fell calm but continue struggling from time to time. I write this letter, just want to seek forgiveness from you and hope you can understand what I fell. Don’t be surprised if I tell you that I already rest in peace with Gracie in the heaven when you read this letter. I only dared to tell you my felling for this few years by letter as I am not brave enough to tell the truth to you. Lastly I love you and Gracie.

From:

Molly